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Hello

Haha a post a month man, this is bad :\

Still no job, although I'm waiting for word for a few. Looking at a freelance school excursion facil for p/s sch kiddos, but I'm not ENTIRELY sure I'd continue. Giving it a try on 17th-19th May yupp.

Had YA today, feels like it's been awhile since I've seen them..movie outing at Bugis to watch Donnie Yen kick ass :P

That's about as much as my life goes these days.

Was just thinking about how..my interactions with N has changed. I would have considered him a good friend (close friend even) just about half a year ago but now it's like..I dunno. My excuse is that we've run out of topics so we just don't talk. Nonetheless, I think he knows and .. avoids me/finds it awkward to interact one on one I guess. I feel like I've been putting all the effort into trying to maintain some sort of 'friendship' and there's no response (this kinda applies to some other guys also, maybe it's an NS problem.); say I'm always initiating the msn convos/smses/irl.. and I'm tired. I've just about given up on all/almost all of the people who do it; it's sad that our friendship disappears by not communicating, but I can't be bothered alr. You want to ignore me, I'll ignore you too, until I feel exceptionally joyful one day and decide to say hi and ask how's life. Regrettable.

It looks like real hard to be a female friend to a NSF. No biggie. We'll make friends after ORD. If I still bother about you.

Sigh, where's that Matthew.